2003
[Nara Deer Park]
With my head on his spotted back
and his head on the grass-a little bored
with the quiet motion of life
and a cluster of mosquitoes making
hot black dunes in the air-we slept
with the smell of his fur engulfing us.
It was as if my dominant functions were gazing
and dreaming in a field of semiwild deer.
It was as if I could dream what I wanted,
and what I wanted was to long for nothing-
no facts, no reasons-never to say again,
"I want to be like him," and to lie instead
in the hollow deep grass-without esteem or riches-
gazing into the big, lacquer black eyes of a deer.